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Friday, November 26, 2004

 

here are some more of my stuff!!!

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*Other poems n quotes*

 its    like    writing   your   name
on    a   foggy   window   and
watching it  slowly fade away <3

it gets so hard to trust sumbody when any1
 u open up ur heart to  l e t s  y o u  d o w n

 nO matter what u say-i`ll always stand tall
sO gO ahead and push me-i aint gOnna fall

.x.i knOw he really likez her`nd im nOt gOnna interfere.x.
sO ima just sit here`nd(watch) my whOle wOrld -» d i S s A p e a R

Im n0t tha type 0f gurl dat wud
get up `nd leave y0u . . i wud
|| n e v a  *  e v a || miSlead y0u
cuz unlike th0se 0tha triCkz `*

iit hurts t0 l0ve u the way i d0 n then l0ok at u n realiize h0w much u d0nt care
iit hurts t0 l0ve u the way i d0 n then l0ok at u n realiize h0w much u d0nt care

y0u miight jus thiink 0f me as s0me gurl
but ii jus want u t0 kn0 that iim that 0ne gurl
wh0 t0ok 1 l0ok at u and fell harder then
iive ever fallen iin my wh0le entiire liife__`

0ne day every0ne wilL reaLiize iit`s n0t ab0ut
         beiing perfect  ..  iits ab0ut beiing happy .. « 3

* ---> it's sad when someone you know 
        becomes someone you - k n e w

sUmTiiMeZ ii LiE aWaKe Nd ThInK
-wHy CaNt lIfE bE fAiiR-
ii kRii mYsElF t0 sLeEp aT nItE
-nD wAkE uP t0 a NiTeMaRe-

*Fate decides who c.o.m.e.s into ur (life)
{{ but }} ur heart decides who -stays-

ya*ll look at me n* see
- iNn0cEnCe -
but ya*ll got no clue what i*ve
-eXpEriEnCeD-

.:*Y o u  c a n ' t
*:.h u r t  s o m e o n e
.:*u n l e s s  y o u
*:.r e a l l y  m e a n
.:*s o m e t h i n g  t o
*:.t h e m 

    i aM wHo i aM
     -->tHaTz aLL i WaNnA bEe
     *sOo DoNt EvEn ThInK abOuT*
   . .L a b e l i n g . M e . .

u can meet me on an aeroplane- or in the back
 of a bus- u can throw me like a boomerang, i''ll
 cum back & beat u up, oh i have waited here'4
 u-dont keep me waiting: you make me wanna'
 LaLa in the kitchen on the floor-i''ll b ur french-
 maid wher i meet u at the door-i'm like an alley
 cat -drink the milk up i want more...u make me '
 wanna- u make me wanna scream*

At some point you learn to accept the fact that the people you wish wouldnt change..do, goodbyes hurt, but only mean forever if you let them, pictures never replace being there,  memories good or bad bring tears, and nothing lasts forever ...

            until the day i die         
         i'll spill my heart for        
                lead you on
----------> make you fall for me
---------------> and then just let you go.

    you Kn0w you`ve got  
     the greatest friends  
 when the ONLY time they
 make you - cry - is when
 ur [( laughing )] t0O hard

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all of our memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending 

    i care about his life [ more ] than my life
                because `-.»   Lets' face it
       he  makesz  my  life  _worth  livinq_ 

×·.·¨)
     ¸.·´
    (
     `·.·.× .xOx.-----------

 Who wants to be Ordinary
 in  This  Crazy  Mixed  Up
 World .. I Don't Care what
 they're  sayin  as long as
 I 'm  Y o  u  r  G  i  R  L

-->> i cAnt mAke yOu love mE.   

ur the only boy
who makes my heart beat
f a s t e r and s l o w e r
at the same time

Have u ever thought about someone for just 5 minutes, and realize u were smiling the whole time?

x3 he`ll alwayz b mii heart`s stronqest weakness

There's Always A Little
[[T r u T h]]
Behind Every
[[Just KiDdIng]]

  x~»NeVer ap0LOgiZe f0r sayin«~x
        x~»what u feeL«~x
  x~»cuZ thatZ Like sayin s0rry«~x
     x~»f0r BeInG ReAl«~x

«- - - - - - - - -»«- - - - - - - - - -»
(¯`×. ii must be wishiing`
 on someone else`s star cause
everything i wish for she gets .
«- - - - - - - - -»«- - - - - - - - - -»

 Dear Heart;
 i met  a  boy  today,
 prepare  to  shatter.

     ¤(¨`·.·´¨)¤
      ¤`·.¸.·´ ¤

. * * . . * * .
*       *      *
* .          . *
    * .  .*
        *

.· ´")) -:¦:-
¸.·´ .·´")) 
((¸¸.·´ ..·´ -:¦:-
-:¦:- ((¸¸.·´*

«-·´¯`·-·´¯`-¦--¦- ·´¯`·-·´¯`-»  

     ,¡i|¹i¡¡i¹|i¡,  
     `'¹li¡|¡|¡il¹'`
               
                ,¡i|¹i¡¡i¹|i¡,  
                `'¹li¡|¡|¡il¹'`

      ,¡i|¹i¡¡i¹|i¡,  
      `'¹li¡|¡|¡il¹'

if yOu LooK iNsiDe a GirL`s
   [*.H - e - a - R - t.*]
yOu`D sEe HoW MuCh ShE
      :'ReaLLy': criEsZ
 y0u'll finD secrets hidden,
    Best friends, and Lies
   .. buT . whaT .y0u`LL .
       See . thE . Most .
           .. is hOw ..
          l| [ HarD ] | l
          it iS to sTay 
          [ ( strOng ) ]
   wheN Nothing`s right
 anD EveRythinG is wrong

I nEvEr [sToPpeD]LoVeN HiM
i JuS StOppEd LeTTiN iT [sHoW]

u can L o v e anyOne yOu want
tHe oNly prObLem iS.. s0 can He

[sum 1] can apologize endlessly, and even if u fOrGiVe Em sometimes u cant
forget the | | p a i n | | they've caused u

 •× ••••• o ••••• × ••••• o •••••• ו
       yOu knOw yOur in lOve
     when yOur havin tha wOrst
 day ever...and just talkin tO him
  makes everythin` so much better
•× ••••• o ••••• × ••••• o •••••• ו

iitSz liike ii l0ve  y0u   buht ii hate y0u
ii wanna thr0w y0u 0ff a cliiff but be
at    tha   b0tt0m     ehn    catch   y0u

J.e.a.L.o.u.S.y iS aH teRRibLe diSeasE
           -GeT weLL soOn-

    ..iN My EyEz uR ThE [OnLy] oNe FoR Me..
           ..[yOu aNd i WeRe MeNT To bE]..
..yOuR [iN My ThOuGhTs]..&..[iN My DrEaMz]..
     [My LoVe]...[My LiFE]...[My EveRyThiNg]

love - we think about it.dream about it .sinq about it
lose sleep about it . when we don`t have it, we search for it
when we discover it, we don`t kno what to do with it
when we have it, we`re afraid of 'losinq it
it`s the short word that`s easy to spell . difficult 2 define
 (_.-´¯`» and  | ii m p o s s ii b l e | to live without -x3

-:|:-.:EvErY tImE:.
    *Im NoT wItH yOu*    
       .:I fEeL lIkE:.
   *SoMeThInGs MiSsInG*
       .:ThEn I rEaLiZe:.
   *YoU hAvE mY hEaRt*

iF yA gOnNa TaLk -n- HaTe
MaKe SuRe yA fAcTz r StRaIgHt
CuZ WuT u ThInK i Am
[...ChAnCeS aRe I AiNt...]

¦¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯¯¯¦       ¦¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯¯¦
¦ -» i love you «-    ¦-- --¦-» with all of my «- ¦
¦_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ___¦       ¦ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ___¦      
                   ¦_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _¦
                 ._ _ _ _ _ _ _¦ _ _ _ _ _ _ _.
               ¦ »         h e a r t  «¦- - - ,  ¦
                  ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯
                                                 :
                                                 :
                                                 :
                         . . . . . . . . . . . . o
                        o
                        :
                        V 

                        :
                        :
                 .. .. .:
                 :
                 :
                 :. .. ..>

 /¨¨¨/|   . -- .   . -- .     l ¨¨¨/|  /¨¨¨/|
|__|/| (        v         )   |__|/ |  |__|/l
|__|/|   ` · .      . · ´     |__|/ |  |__|/l
|__|/          `v´            |__l__/___/

---» don`t [forget] what peOple say when they`re mad
that`s [when] the t r u t h comes out «---

Your the reason I live, The reason I die, The reason I smile and break down and cry. The reason I keep going, The reason I fall, but without you in my life im nothing at all.

I've come tho the point where I'm not gonna be upset and I'm not gonna care...Only because everytime I did...It got me no where.

somtimes iI lie awake lookin at the sky
seein the stars as bright as your eyes
waitin impatiently to hear your voice
if it was up to me therE wOuLd Be No ChOiCe
LyiN bESiDe yOu iS where I would be,
just to be in your arms is all I need

(´`(´`v´`)
`v `v´

y0u havent really lived..until youve
f0und s0mething w0rth dying f0r [x0x]

and on the way down
i saw you.. and you saved
me from myself. and i wont
forget the way you loved
me. and on the way down
i almost fell * right * through
but i held onto (( y o u ))

Have you ever fallin in love
But knew they did not care?
Have you ever felt like crying,
But knew you'd get nowhere?
Have you ever watched them walk away...
Not wanting them to go?
And whispered 'i love you' softly...
Not wanting them to know?
You cried all night in misery,
And almost went insane.
There's nothin in this world
That causes so much pain.
If I could choose between love and death,
I think I'd rather die.
Love is fun, but it hurts too much
And the price you pay is high.
So i say, don't fall in love,
You'll be hurt before it's through.
You see my friend you ought to know,
I fell in love with you.

things fall apart so other things
can fall into place <3

sometimes someone says somethin
really small & it just fits into this
_empty place in ur heart_ 

[x] i didn't think that things could get any worse...
..til i lost that oNe thing that meant eVerything [x]

Sometimes I can't ignore the way
I feel when I see you x|| smile ||x and
someday I'll shut my eyes and maybe
then you'll r E a L i Z e I've been fucking
in Love with you for what seems like - x3 fOrEvEr

(¨`·.·´¨) u knOw yOu*re in lOve wen
              `·.¸(¨`·.·´¨) n O b O d y else iS even wOrTh
×`·.¸.·´× *loOkinG aT*           

EvErYoNe SeEs -->> WhO i ApPeAr tO Be
BuT oNlY a FeW kNo tHe ReAl Me
yOu oNlY *see* WhAt I cHoOsE tO sHoW
tHeReS sO mUcH bEhInD mY sMiLe
:: you j.u.s.t dont know x3

: dont u wish you could go back
: to the best memory of ur life
: and live in it (( f o r e v e r ))
`- - - - - - - - - - -»«- - - - - - - - -

::y0u kn0w y0u`re in l0ve, when all it takes
is one s0ng on the radii0 t0 make y0u think
of him nd the next thing y0u kn0e
yOu have tears runnin dOwn u r face

::therez always that one person that will
always have ur heart

obstacles are put in our way
to see if we really want___*
something__ or if we just
t h o u g h t we d . i . d *

You're the first thing I think of.
.Each morning when I rise.
*You're the last thing I think of.
.Each night when I close my eyes.
*You're in each thought I have*
*And every breath I take.
.My feelings are growing stronger.
.With every move I make.
.I wanna prove I love you.
.But thats the hardest part.
So, I'm giving you all I have
.To you... I give my heart.

*lOvE isn`t ab0ut tHe hugS n KiSsEs
* tHe ` i lOve yOu`s `| oR | ` i MiSs yOuS '
.*iTs b0uT tHoSe (buTTeRfliEs) u gEt×
*aNd tHe| cHiLlS |tHat rUn dOwn--> uR bAck
.:*wHen u juSt tHink BouT --> hiM

dont u wish yOu cOuld go baCk
tO the best memOry in yOur life
. . . and live in it [ f O r e v e r ]

-dOnt baSe yOur d e c i s i O n s on the advice of-
the peOple whO dOnt have tO deal with the results

dOnt hOld on tO yOur paSt
-theres a reasOn that its-
[n O t . c O m i n g . b a C k]

when stuff goes dOwn and sides are taken
yOu find out whO waS r.e.a.l and whO was
- - - - - - - - -»|[. f a K i n g .]|«- - - - - - - - -

just when yOu least expect yOu start thinkin
hOw he makes u laugh and how u feel when
yOur arOund him yOu realize after all this time
yOu care bOut him alOt mOre than u thOught


i cant prOmise to fix all yOur
problems . but i can prOmise u
will never hafta face them alOne.

its hard to ignore the p a s t when
it hOlds the best [ m e m O r i e s]

sometimes things have to fall apart
to make yOu realize just how much
yOu .n e e d. them to go right back
. . . t O g e t h e r . . . a g a i n . . .

you Kn0w you`ve got
the greatest friends
when the ONLY time they
make you - cry - is when
ur [( laughing )] t0O hard

|.l i f e.|--» it`s just one big g a m e
it`s ups and dOnws . rights frOm
wrOngs * tru from fake .. it`s
nOthin but a game of --------»
<3[ l O v e . a N d . h a t e]<3

the greatest [[ c h a l l e n g e ]]
    in life is tO find sOmeone
whO knows all yOur [[ flaws ]]
|| differences || aNd || mistakes||
yet still loves everything about u

«- - - - - - - - -»«- - - - - - - - -»
(¯`×.and just when i thOught
that i ran out of reasOns tO
smile ... yOu came along.×´¯)
«- - - - - - - - -»«- - - - - - - - -»

whats meant to be will always find a way
i`d trade all of my tOmOrrOws
[[f.O.r.-.o.n.e.-.y.e.s.t.e.r.d.a.y]]

where my future leads [i dOn`t know]
but if u`re not there [i don`t wanna go]

it`s nOt the friends
that stay true tO
yOur face..it`s the
friends that remain
true behind ur back

there are things you dont want to happen but
you have to accept it, there are things you dont
want to know but you have to learn them and
there are people you cant live without
but you have to let them go

((D.r.E.a.M.s))--» without them we are
nothing what causes them is .unknown.
but they are what makes us get up in the morning
and *hope* that one day they will come [[true]]

|[ i ]| wanna be the girl you call |[ b. a. b.y. ]|
the girl you call |[ y o u r . o w n ]|
the girl you |[ h o l d ]| in your |[ a. r. m. s. ]|
and |[ f a l l ]| asleep with
on the |[ p h o n e ]|
the girl who makes your bad days |[ b. e. t. t. e. r. ]|

love - we think about it . dream about it . sinq about it.
lose sleep about it . when we don`t have it we search
for it . when we discover it we don`t kno what to do >
with it . when we have it we`re afraid of 'losinq it . it`s
the short word that`s easy to spell . difficult 2 define'&
(_..×´¯) | ii m p o s s ii b l e | to live without -x3

tHeRe aRe onLy tWo timez i wanta be WiTh y0u
                       [(now & fOreVer)]

:ThErE WiLL aLwAyZ Be ThaT oNe gUy:
.ThaT No MaTTeR WuT He DoEs To YoU.
.[o R . h O w . B a D . H e . h U r T z . u].
.YoU CaN [ N E V E R ] LeT HiM gO.

eacH TiMe i heaR y0ur v0icE i can*T heLp iT
iT*z n0t by ch0iCe my heaRt beaTz fasTeR
mY kNeeZ geT weaK
My sToMacH geTz buTteRfLiez
i caN harDLy speaK
eVery m0menT feeLz braNd new
i kan*T heLp iT
i*M faLLinq f0r y0u

I WaNt 2 Be ThE oNe .. He'z Up at NiTe ThInKin' BoUt
N I WaNt 2 Be ThE one.. He`z TeLLiN HiZ BoYz ..
HeY. .  [xO . I ThInK I LoVe HeR . Ox ]

i want to be the girl you talk to on the fone
the girl yo0h cry to sayiin " i dont want t0
be al0ne" i want to be the girl you chill wit
on friday nights ... the girl who you kiss and
hold close real tight. i wana kno everrythin
about you ... inside and out. the girl that ya
just cant seem to live with out.i wana be the
girl who your boys know your thinkin about
the wun you' ll love forever wit out a doubt

[i] WaNnA bE tHe GiRl U cALL [[bAbY]]
tHe guRL yOu calL yoUr [[OWn]] thE
gIrl yOu [[holD]] in Your arMs And
[[falL]] aSleEp w/on tHe pHonE
tHe giRl Who maKes yoUr baD daYs
[[beTtEr]] *&* thE gIrl thAt wilL
maKe yOu saY my [[liFe]] hAs ChAnGeD
siNce i meT [[HeR]]

i cOuld b in a` roOm
with 1oo quys`and
yOud` still be the
Only wun On my mind

.•:*If you look inside a girls heart
You'd see how much she realli criez, you'll find.•:*
secrets hiDden, besT frienz, anD liez, but.•:*
whaT you'Ll see the most is.•:*
hoW it iS to Stay {StronG} wheN
NothiNgs rigHT and EverYthiNGs .•:*wrOng.•:*

d0Nt kno where i [stand with u] doNt kno wut i
[mean 2 u] all i kno is that everytime i [think of u]
all i wanna do is ×[ b e . w i t h . y O u ]×

       : its amazing how one day
: someone walks      
: [ [ into your life ] ]
: then the next day   
:  you wonder          
         : ... how you ever lived ...
: -w i t h o u t them-
`- - - - - - - - - - - »»
and the girl that will make you say
'my |[ l i f e ]| has cHaNgEd
since i met |[ h e r ]|

yOu knOw yOu lOve sOmeOne
when yOu want them tO be happy
even if their happiness means
*-y O u r nOt p a r t Of i t-*

i can fOrget the tears & hurt yOu put me thrOugh
but i [can`t] fOrget the laughs & special times i shared with yOu
nO matter hOw much time gOes by
yOu will always be a part Of my heart * always by my side
bC i cOuldn`t stOp lOving yOu . . . even if i tried

ThErEs [. a L w A y S.] qOnnA bE
-x- 0ne pers0n -x- yOu wiSh yOu cOuLd bE wiTh
eVeN aFTeR knOwiNq ThAt pErsOn
::dOeSnT:: wAnNa bE wiTh yOu

* It's -u n e x p l a i n a b l e- *
¤ My Love For You ¤
* It's -u n b e l i e v e b l e- *
¤ What I Go Through ¤
* It's -u n c o m p r e h e n d a b l e- *
¤ What I Would Do ¤
* Just For You To Feel The Same *
¤ Way That I Do Too ¤

my friiEnds tell me tO qive up On yOu
buT thEy dOnt see -- yOu liKe i dO
whEn i seE yOu wiTh ThaT oTher qirl
i qet the .wOrst. feelinq in the world

x. i ::knEw:: \yOu\ wEre
sOmethiNq s.p.e.c.i.a.L
riqht . frOm . the . starT
i knEw it by the way yOu
suDdenly stOle my heArt
everythinq ii say is com-
pleTely true . . .ii wanna
spend --fOrevEr-- `nD a
l i f e t i m e . with . yOu

i thOuqht all the hurtin was finally dOne
but then i lOoked at yOu & her
& realizEd its jus beqUn . . .

what d0 y0u d0 when he g0es away..
when *everythinq* changes in jus 0ne day..
theres n0thin y0u can d0 .. when the
*0nE* y0u l0ve d0esnt LoVe y0u*

i`ve made alOt Of mistakez befOre..
but tha wOrst One was thinkin that
he wOuldn`t | h U r T | mE -aGaiN-

i thouqht i was qonna forqet you but i was wronq
-i thouqht i was qettin over you but its been a lie for so lonq-
//i thouqht id be able to hate you but its somethin i cant do//
..no matter what happens im still in love with you..

evEry drEam i eVer haD
::sUdDeNly CaMe TrUe::
evErything i -eVeR wAnTeD-
i FoUnD iT aLl [in yOu]

i AcT liiKe i dOn`T cArE bUt i`M [l y i n q]
eVeRyTyMe i SeE yOu WiTh HeR i`M [d y i n q]

[[---i wOnder if he`Ll ever figure Out
that he`S the Only One i`M thinkiNq abOut---]]

If He TaKeS tHe TiMe
To ArgUe WiTh yOu
ThEn hE cArEs MoRe ThAn
YoU tHiNk He dOeS

missinq yOu isnt the hardest part -
its knOwin that i Once had yOu that breaks my heart
i wish i never qOt tO knOw yOu cuz nOw the Only thinq
i wanna dO is be the One that will *kiss-huq-nD hOld yOu*
sOmetimes i wOnder if yOu knOw hOw much yOu mean tO me

..hAvE yOu EvEr wAtChEd hIm LeAve,
nOt wAnTiNq hIm tO gO,
tHeN wHiSpErIng tO yOuRsElF
"qOd i LoVe hIm mOrE tHaN hE'll eVeR KnOw"

when i LOOk in . [ hiiSz * eyeSz ] .everythiin` thatSz | bad |
in mah Life suddenLy becOmeSz - [ q O O d ] -`nd when .
[ i ` m . w i t h . h i m ] . - nOthin` - ELse matterSz
: but :* t h a t . m O m E n t *

yOull never find anOther qirL
whO cared as much as i did
bcuz nO1 will waste all their Love
On sOmeOne Like u..Like i did

saYin yOu`LL neVer faLL in luV aqain is liKe saYin yOu`LL neVer smiLe aqain. .
aS muCh aS yOu dOn`T wanT tO..sOmeoNe is qoinq tO cOmE aLonq `nd maKe yOu.

whEn i sEe yOu -
i hAvE tO rEmEmBeR ThaT i cAn`T hAvE yOu
whEn i tAlK tO yOu -
i knOw ThaT i`LL nEvEr bE abLe tO kiSs yOu
nD whEn i sEe yOu wiTh hEr -
i knOw hOw LuCkY sHe iS
[nD shE dOeSn`T eVen knOw]

i (n)(3)(v)(3)(r).thOught id risk th3 chanc3 Of g3ttin h.u.r.t.
again.*but.fOr sOm3`r3asOn`wh3n im wit yOu.*it all
s33ms.wOrth.it

you Kn0w you`ve got
the greatest friends
when the ONLY time they
make you - cry - is when
ur [( laughing )] t0O hard

ii keep --» s i l e n t.  even when ii`m. screaminq
inside. cause  the thinqs  that  |  drive me crazy  |
ii` have` nO` chOice` ..  bUt` to`  "l[  h i d e ]l"

i dont care if i dont have u..
as long as ur there by my side
watchin every step i take..

»Just gotta stick with it*pretend everythings ok* even when its not.. just keep on smiling*someday he`ll realize* how much you've been through* and see how much he really needs you«

Have you ever fallin in love,
But knew they did not care?
Have you ever felt like crying,
But knew you'd get nowhere?
Have you ever watched them walk away...
Not wanting them to go?
And whispered 'i love you' softly...
Not wanting them to know?
You cried all night in misery,
And almost went insane.
There's nothin in this world
That causes so much pain.
If I could choose between love and death,
I think I'd rather die.
Love is fun, but it hurts too much
And the price you pay is high.
So i say, don't fall in love,
You'll be hurt before it's through.
You see my friend you ought to know,
I fell in love with you.

|[ G _  | F _ C K | Y _ _ R S _ L F ]|
*wOuld yOu like tO buy a vOwel?*

Sometimes I can't ignore the way
I feel when I see you  x|| smile ||x and
someday I'll shut my eyes and maybe
then you'll  r E a L i Z e  I've been fucking
in Love with you for what seems like - x3 fOrEvEr

  things fall apart so other things
                         can fall into place  <3

sometimes someone says somethin
  really small & it just fits into this
     _empty place in ur heart_

(¨`·.·´¨)            u knOw yOu*re in lOve wen
  `·.¸(¨`·.·´¨)  n O b O d y else iS even wOrTh
       ×`·.¸.·´×                *loOkinG aT*   <3

[x] i didn't think that things could get any worse...
..til i lost that oNe thing that meant eVerything [x]

You gave me the strength I need to open my eyes
...and a whOle new reasOn to [.s m i l e.] again.

*It seems like after all of these years, i have finally fOund that one thing that ive wanted all alOng*

*I can't find the words to tell you what I'd like to say. I can't describe these feelings that get stronger every day. I can't believe I've found you, you're all I've waited for. Who knew a simple friendship, could turn into something more?*

X GottA [ HuRt ] iN OrDeR 2 kNO X
X FaLL In oRdEr 2 [ GrOw ] X
X [ LoSe ] iN OrDeR 2 gAiN X
X CuZ MoSt Of LiFeS [ LeSsOnS ] X
X aRe LeArNeD iN [ pAiN ] X

Being away from you
is slowly driving me
. i . n . s . a . n . e .

xo---------})|({--------------------------ox
not everything in this magical world - is wat it seems -
xo----------------------------})|({-------ox

AlWaYz LisTen tO - [ yOuR HeArT ]
-cuZ evEn thO iTs On yOuR leFt :+:
iTz ( . AlWaYz . ) riGht : «

u knOw yOu*re in lOve wen
- - » n O b O d y else iS even wOrTh
*lOokinq aT*

i could search the world
til my life is thru
but ill never find another who is
j u s t . l i k e . y o u

x---------- ||LoVe || -----------x
WhEn u WaiT fOr HiM aLL dAy
DrEaM bOuT HiM aLL NiTe
WeN u CaNt WaiT 2 HuG HiM
OnCe u SeE hiM iN yOuR SiTe
WheN u GiVe HiM a HuG - n - KiSs
AnD tHaNk ThA sTaRz AbOvE
WheN u NeVa WaNnA LeT HiM gO
ThAtZ a LiL tHiNg CaLLeD *LoVe*
x---------- || LoVe || -----------x

- - --» ur the first thing i think of each morning when i rise ur the
last thing i think of each night when i close my eyes
as far as i can see . . .yOur the Onlii One fOr me


* wOuLd u MiNd iF i sOrTa kiNdA HaVe
' - -- » A LitTLe crUsh 0N u .. fOrEveR

i *dont* wanna {walk} a w a y because
im a f r a i d you *wont* come ((*a f t e r m e*))

its scary tO think hOw diffErEnt yOur lifE
wOuld bE if yOu nEvEr mEt that one pErsOn
[| that chanqEd |] E v E r y t h i n q x3

and i`ll sit here and take it all in
is there anything else you want
ed to tell me? 'cause my hearts
all yours go ahead, shatter it

i JusT ::LoVe:: ThE fEeLiNg
kNoWin` i CaN mAkE yOu ':sMiLe:'

wouldn`t life be [*w o n d e r f u l*]
if sweatpants were sexy. . monday
morningS were fun, if junk food had
no calories.. all kisses were magical.*
life was alwayS worth living for `nd
»l o v e d i d n ` t.:* h u r t *:.

*..»*anything worth -»h a v i n«-
iS worTh -»w a i t i n«- for*«..*

___xOox________________
in life u gOtta take the gOOd
w/ the bad smiLe w/ the sad..
lOve whatcha have anD - - »
rEmember w h a t c h a hAd
_________________xOox__

".. Here I go,
Scream my lungs out..
to try to get to you,
You are my only one.
I let go, there's just no one..
who [gets me like you do,]
You are my only,
---My only one.. "

while the w0rld is g0ing crazy
while the sky is falling d0wn
0ne thing u can depend 0n
ill always be ar0und
while the rain 0utside is p0uring
ill make that sun shine thru
ill give my everything
cUz im in luv w/ yOu

-*AlL i CaN dO*-
-*iS sMiLe N wAlK aWaY*-
-*HiDe AlL mY tEaRs AnD*-
-*jUs PrEtEnD iM oKaY*-

TaKe tHiS rAzOr n SiGn mY wRiSt
sO eVeRy1 KnOwS wHo LeFt mE liKe ThiS

-::-Its hard to wait around for sumthin that u kno is never gonna happen but its even harder when u kno its the only thing u want-::-

before i met you i never knew what it was like
to look at someone and smile for
l[ n O . r e a s O n ]l

I'm sick of -CRYING-
I'm sick of -TRYING-
You see my s m i l e
But inside im d.y.i.n.g

i WiSh . i WaNt . iD LoVe to be .
. HiS LoVe . HiS LiFe . HiS EvEryThiNg .

i luv u..
deeper than the ocean,
higher than the sky,
brighter than the stars ,
N thaz not a lie

iLL RiSk eVeRyThInG i haVe
iLL FigHt TiLL I bLeEd
GiVe u mY LiFe . .
iF tHaTs WuT u nEEd

i WiSh mY wOrDs wUd WoRk
aNd mY tEaRz WuDnT sHoW
yOuR mY wOrLd bAbY
BuT i GuEss uLL nEva KnO

u cOmE Up aNd aSk mE wHaTs wRoNg?
i sMiLe aNd sAy -nOtHiNg- BuT WhEn u
tUrN ArOuNd My eYeS fiLLWitH tEaRs
aNd I wHiSpEr tO mYseLf....
*( E V E R Y T H i N G )*

i wanna be the
girl that you cant
live without
because i'm the
girl who can`t
live without
yOu

I think part of the reason we hold onto something for
so long is because we fear that
something so great wont ever happen again

 

well thats all 4 now!!!!i'll try to update soon!!!!

luv yas,

Rae/Rachel


Thursday, September 30, 2004

 Have you ever fallin in love
But knew they did not care?
Have you ever felt like crying,
But knew you'd get nowhere?
Have you ever watched them walk away...
Not wanting them to go?
And whispered 'i love you' softly...
Not wanting them to know?
You cried all night in misery,
And almost went insane.
There's nothin in this world
That causes so much pain.
If I could choose between love and death,
I think I'd rather die.
Love is fun, but it hurts too much
And the price you pay is high.
So i say, don't fall in love,
You'll be hurt before it's through.
You see my friend you ought to know,
I fell in love with you.

 

 things fall apart so other things
can fall into place

 

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*Poems Written by Me*

As the tears run down my cheeks,
I think to myself and pray.
That one day you will realize,
What its like to feel this way.
It feels as if my life is over,
There's nothing worth living for.
There's only one thing that I want,
And I'd never again ask for more.
I just wanna hold you,
And never let you go.
Just want you to love me,
But you just don't know.
The pain you've brought upon my life,
The confusion, the anger, the fear.
I thought everything was perfect,
Never thought the end was near.
So here I lay with a million questions,
In loneliness as I cry.
And theres nothin I can do nomore,
But sit around wonderin why.
--Written by Me o8/15/o4

You have NO idea how much u mean to me,
I really do love you.
But I guess that doesnt matter,
Cause you dont feel the way I do.
I never thought it'd come to this,
I thought everything would be alright.
Of all the boys in this whole world,
You were the one who caught my sight.
I grew to fall in love with you,
So you could break my heart.
I know what's gonna happen,
We're gonna grow apart.
These feelings I have are strong,
The pain won't go away.
I'd do anything in this world,
Just to make you stay.
But sometimes it's just not good enough,
No matter how hard you try.
But all you can do is wonder,
Sit around wonderin why.
All the pain I've ever felt,
Never felt this strong.
But I guess just like every other time,
My heart directed me wrong.

One minute you love me,
The next you do not know.
Boy you mean so much to me,
I can not let you go.
I've said all that I could,
Did all that I could do.
I will do anything,
If only I can have you.
I woke up every morning,
With a smile on my face.
Just knowing I was yours,
Felt life was all in place.
My life is incomplete,
Without you by my side.
Maybe things would be better,
If I just went and died.
Don't know if I can deal with this,
I've never felt this much pain.
All these thoughts cross my mind,
I sware I am going insane.
So here I sit in misery,
This is so unfair,
I love you more than anything,
But you probably dont even care.
--Written by me o9/o6/o4

*Quotes and poems*

Your the reason I live, The reason I die, The reason I smile and break down and cry. The reason I keep going, The reason I fall, but without you in my life im nothing at all.

I've come tho the point where I'm not gonna be upset and I'm not gonna care...Only because everytime I did...It got me no where.

 You're the first thing I think of.
.Each morning when I rise.
*You're the last thing I think of.
.Each night when I close my eyes.
*You're in each thought I have*
*And every breath I take.
.My feelings are growing stronger.
.With every move I make.
.I wanna prove I love you.
.But thats the hardest part.
So, I'm giving you all I have
.To you... I give my heart.

 when stuff goes dOwn and sides are taken
yOu find out whO waS r.e.a.l and whO was
- - - - - - - - -»|[. f a K i n g .]|«- - - - - - - - -

you Kn0w you`ve got
the greatest friends
when the ONLY time they
make you - cry - is when
ur [( laughing )] t0O hard

---» don`t [forget] what peOple say when they`re mad
. .cuz that`s when the real truth ||c.o.m.e.soO.u.t.|| «---

the greatest [[ c h a l l e n g e ]]
    in life is tO find sOmeone
whO knows all yOur [[ flaws ]]
|| differences || aNd || mistakes||
yet still loves everything about u

 whats meant to be will always find a way
i`d trade all of my tOmOrrOws
[[f.O.r.-.o.n.e.-.y.e.s.t.e.r.d.a.y]]

where my future leads [i dOn`t know]
but if u`re not there [i don`t wanna go]

 it`s nOt the friends
that stay true tO
yOur face..it`s the
friends that remain
true behind ur back

there are things you dont want to happen but
you have to accept it, there are things you dont
want to know but you have to learn them and
there are people you cant live without
but you have to let them go

 love - we think about it . dream about it . sinq about it.
lose sleep about it . when we don`t have it we search
for it . when we discover it we don`t kno what to do >
with it . when we have it we`re afraid of 'losinq it . it`s
the short word that`s easy to spell . difficult 2 define'&
(_..×´¯) | ii m p o s s ii b l e | to live without -x3

tHeRe aRe onLy tWo timez i wanta be WiTh y0u
                       [(now & fOreVer)]

:ThErE WiLL aLwAyZ Be ThaT oNe gUy:
.ThaT No MaTTeR WuT He DoEs To YoU.
.[o R . h O w . B a D . H e . h U r T z . u].
.YoU CaN [ N E V E R ] LeT HiM gO.

eacH TiMe i heaR y0ur v0icE i can*T heLp iT
iT*z n0t by ch0iCe my heaRt beaTz fasTeR
mY kNeeZ geT weaK
My sToMacH geTz buTteRfLiez
i caN harDLy speaK
eVery m0menT feeLz braNd new
i kan*T heLp iT
i*M faLLinq f0r y0u

I WaNt 2 Be ThE oNe .. He'z Up at NiTe ThInKin' BoUt
N I WaNt 2 Be ThE one.. He`z TeLLiN HiZ BoYz ..
HeY. .  [xO . I ThInK I LoVe HeR . Ox ]

i want to be the girl you talk to on the fone
the girl yo0h cry to sayiin " i dont want t0
be al0ne" i want to be the girl you chill wit
on friday nights ... the girl who you kiss and
hold close real tight. i wana kno everrythin
about you ... inside and out. the girl that ya
just cant seem to live with out.i wana be the
girl who your boys know your thinkin about
the wun you' ll love forever wit out a doubt

[i] WaNnA bE tHe GiRl U cALL [[bAbY]]
tHe guRL yOu calL yoUr [[OWn]] thE
gIrl yOu [[holD]] in Your arMs And
[[falL]] aSleEp w/on tHe pHonE
tHe giRl Who maKes yoUr baD daYs
[[beTtEr]] *&* thE gIrl thAt wilL
maKe yOu saY my [[liFe]] hAs ChAnGeD
siNce i meT [[HeR]]

 

well i have more but that is all for now how is that for an update!!! lol

Luv yas,

Rae


hey everyone!!!!!!!!!! finally and update huh!!! here it is....

If I Could.....


If I could......
change the way things were
certain things would not occur
the fuss, the fights, the unsaid words
would go with the wind like
a flock of birds


the continuous lies that never
seem to stop
unfortunately, you had to be dropped
the flirtatious ways were too
heavy to bear
every night I sit in fear
the memories linger and linger long
but why did you have to string me along


the love that we shared was
pure and true
but you messed around
and didn't have a clue


why wait til' what you have is gone
then sing that pitiful sad song
you knew what you had was real
but someone else cracked on the deal
now you sit and wonder why
with those tears running down your eyes


the love that you had is gone away
painfully you have to pay
If I could do things one more time
You being my prince again
would be the fine....

 

well thats all for now give me coments!!
Luv yas,
Rae


Sunday, August 01, 2004

this is a poem that i dedicate to someone special!!! they kno who they are!!!!

I climbed up the door and opened the stairs,
Said my pajamas and put on my prayers,
Then I turned off the bed and crawled into the light,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!
*
Next morning I woke up and scrambled my shoes,
Picked up my eggs and toasted the news,
I couldn't tell my left from right,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!
*
That evening at last I felt normal again,
So I picked up my mother and called the phone,
I spoke to the puppy and threw Dad a bone,
Even at midnight the sun was still bright,
All becuz you kissed me goodnight!

-Rachel

 

 Tears can't hide this pain away
Tears can't explane why i feel this way
Tears can't stop time
Tears can't make you be mine
Tears Can't say i love you
Tears can't help me figure out what to do
Tears can't make today a better day
Tears can't tell you the many things i want to say.

So why do these tears still stream down my face? They can't get me out of this place, But still they fall from my eye. Still i cant decide why i cry. Maybe its because it pours out my rage, as im passing this depression stage.Maybe it's because i have all these feelings locked up deep inside, maybe thats why all these tears ive cried. Maybe it's because once ive cried i feel refreshed and ready for the new day ahead, nothing else can make me cry, not even what you have or havent said

-Rachel

well thats all for now!!!!! luv yas!!!

Rae


Thursday, July 29, 2004

www.xanga.com/theonlyoneleft

that is my other site u need to go to it first!!!!! this is my 2nd entry today so go down and read my poems for the day>>
luv yas,
Rae





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